Following God’s Path: My Story

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“Come and listen, all you who fear God; let me tell you what he has done for me.” (Psalm 66:16 NIV) 

I’ve loved science for as long as I can remember, and from an early age I imagined my future career as a scientist. I also grew up immersed within Christian Fundamentalism; I attended a Fundamentalist church, went to a Fundamentalist school through 3rd grade, and from then on was home-schooled using the Fundamentalist Christian school curriculum from Bob Jones University (BJU). My views on creation were very simple: God created everything fully-formed during the literal creation week around 6,000 years ago, just like Genesis clearly says. Of course, I knew that most scientists didn’t believe this, but how could they be expected to get it right when they wouldn’t listen to God’s own account of the events? To reject God’s existence, they naturally had to make up their own story of how we got here, and evolution was the fable they came up with to banish God from the world. I also knew that some Christians liked to have it both ways by believing in evolution while still calling themselves Christians. But these theistic evolutionists were clearly compromisers – barely Christians, if that, who didn’t really believe the Bible. Either that or they were just plain confused. And if they knew more about science, it would be clear that evolution wasn’t even scientifically defensible anyway.

Besides, you surely didn’t have to accept evolution to really do science, as organizations like the Institute for Creation Research (ICR) and the credentialed scientists on faculty at BJU made clear. As a matter of fact, by being young-earth creationists, they were surely able do science better, since they after all knew the real story of how it all got here! I remember reading articles by leading creationists declaring that the theory of evolution was on its last legs and would collapse completely within another decade or two. Now that was exciting! Not only was science on the verge of a massive revolution that would vindicate the Bible, but that revolution would nicely coincide with my career as a scientist; I would be on the cutting edge!

However, in 2006 I read an article on Francis Collins’ then upcoming book The Language of God: A Scientist Presents Evidence for Belief. It was the subtitle that got me; I hadn’t heard of Collins before that, but the idea of an apparently well-known, Bible-believing scientist defending Christianity appealed to me. But I was surprised to learn that he was also using the book to defend theistic evolution! I bought the book when it came out, and it really surprised me. Collins didn’t seem like a confused man, nor did he seem like a barely-Christian compromiser; he had reasons for what he believed, and they actually seemed like good reasons. All of a sudden, I started wondering whether it was possible that my preconceptions about theistic evolutionists (or evolutionary creationists, as many prefer) were actually misconceptions.

Soon after that, I discovered the American Scientific Affiliation (ASA), a group of evangelical Christians who were involved (or at the very least, interested) in the sciences. I soon became a student member and enjoyed reading as much as I could from their excellent journal Perspectives on Science and Christian Faith. Although the ASA has no official statement on evolution, it became clear that practically no one there thought the earth was young, and most of them accepted evolution as well. First Francis Collins, then the ASA…this all really caught my attention, and I just had to learn more.

I started reading books on the relevant subjects – as many as 30 books in one year. Books on history (by writers like George Marsden and Ronald Numbers) helped me understand how and why modern creationism and Fundamentalism developed. Rather than being the one faithful continuation of true Christianity, as I had always been told, it became abundantly clear that Fundamentalism was a thoroughly modern invention – a modernist conservatism to combat modernist liberalism. True historic Christianity had numerous biblically-faithful ways of dealing with the sorts of challenges I was learning about, but these helpful approaches were unfortunately not “conserved” by the ultraconservatism of Fundamentalism. Even the cautious openness towards mainstream science of many early architects of Fundamentalism (such as James Orr) was completely left behind by the time that Fundamentalism exclusively embraced young-earth creationism in the 1960s.

However, certainly the most important studying I did was on how to properly interpret the Bible. I quickly came across views like the day-age theory, but something didn’t seem right. Surely stretching the “days” of Genesis to match the eons of science didn’t get us any closer to what the Bible itself actually meant to say, no matter how convenient the results may have been! But when I read more, I learned that scholars, including many evangelicals, were learning more than ever before about the original context of Genesis through studies of Ancient Near Eastern (ANE) writings. If there’s one thing that Fundamentalists, evangelicals, and everyone else can agree on, it’s the importance of studying the original context, so I dove right in.

Working to see Genesis through the eyes of its original audience opened my eyes to a wholly new way of seeing things. We in the modern Western world are used to reading nearly everything literalistically; we don’t look for metaphor, allegory, or symbolism when reading owner’s manuals, newspapers, workplace emails, and scientific papers, and so we uncritically expect the opening chapters of Genesis to communicate in exactly the same sort of way. But ancient cultures didn’t work like that. Especially when it came to origins, they told stories full of rich symbolism and metaphor, where even a certain number would mean something special. Now of course Genesis is unique among ANE creation stories in that it is inspired by God, and therefore true and authoritative for us as biblical Christians. But understanding how ANE people communicated helps us understand how Genesis communicates too; just like how we interpret apocalyptic language in Daniel and Revelation, understanding the literary genre of the passage at hand is essential to discerning the truth that God has for us. When we focus on the theological message of Genesis 1-2, and how the symbolic details of the passage work together to convey that message, we can see extraordinary truths about God’s creation that we miss out on when we flatten the text down to a modern, out-of-context literalistic account.

I am reminded of how baroque painters would sometimes paint the Christ-child with a cross and orb in his hand, symbolizing his sovereignty and role as Savior of the world. As a literal depiction of events, it was “incorrect,” to show Jesus holding the orb and cross like this. Yet that depiction was nevertheless true, if interpreted correctly. In this example, we can see how freedom from strict literalism has allowed the artist to convey far more theological truth than mere photorealism would allow. What ever happened to our imagination and eye for symbolic meaning? Or could we really think that God wouldn’t be as adept as His creatures in conveying truth through metaphor? if Genesis was a richly symbolic telling of the theological story of creation, then critically evaluating the scientific story of creation couldn’t be done simply by comparing Genesis with a science textbook as if they should be one and the same.

At that point in my journey I turned to the work of theologians to understand what the biblical doctrine of creation actually entails. The most wonderful thing I learned is how both historic Christianity and the Bible itself present a robust picture of how God works continually from within nature. When I fully took this to heart, it became harder to see evolution as a process outside of God that God would merely “set in motion.” Of course, this isn’t to say that God can’t also work miraculously in the world, but why should we expect God to have to create matter and plants and animals in such a way that He would have to miraculously break every law of nature that He Himself instated at the outset? Why couldn’t God create in such a way that nature itself was open to God’s continual working, so that new forms of life were created by God through a process within nature? And why couldn’t this process be evolution, the process uncovered by the creatures bearing His very own Divine Image?

In the midst of all this studying and thinking, I continued on with my original plan to attend Bob Jones University, majoring in Biochemistry and Molecular Biology beginning in 2007. The faculty were all young-earth creationists, but the program was certainly no less rigorous for it. Because the extracurricular reading I was doing had made me more open to accepting evidence for evolution, the evolutionary arguments in my textbooks hit me even more persuasively than they would have otherwise. My professors, each with terminal degrees from secular universities, contested the evolutionary story in a way that encouraged me to read and study all the more, giving me a fuller understanding of evolution perhaps than even if I’d attended a secular university. I learned from the science and Bible faculty how to see this and other issues through the lens of Fundamentalism, even as I was increasingly seeing things differently myself. The faculty soon became aware that I had become an evolutionary creationist, but Christian unity ultimately mattered to them more than complete uniformity, and I was never treated with hostility. I still count my academic advisor in particular as a friend, and admire him greatly. By the end of my four years at BJU, it was clear that God had led me to BJU for a reason: not just to learn science, but to better understand from the inside how my Fundamentalist brothers and sisters in Christ approached these same issues.

Something else happened during my time at BJU. I loved the work, enormously challenging though it was. Learning the minutia of organic chemistry, molecular biology, calculus, and physics was a joy to me. But as I went along, I felt God leading me toward a full-time career working to further the dialogue between science and faith within evangelical Christianity, rather than working as a research scientist. Before graduating in May of 2010, I began looking for master’s programs in theology that specialized in the religion-science dialogue. No stranger to learning from those I disagree with on some doctrinal points, I eventually settled on the Lutheran School of Theology at Chicago (LSTC) and their MA in Theological Studies, Science and Religion emphasis, co-offered with the Zygon Center for Religion and Science. Currently in my second semester of studies as an evangelical Christian here at LSTC, I’ve already had an opportunity to start on the work God has called me to, starting a science and religion film series and being involved both as coordinator and participant in science-religion events in the area. For the local church side of things, I’m beginning to get involved with a “Science and Faith in Conversation” program at a local evangelical church here in Chicago, and I’m excited to see what God will do among His people.

Although I have described these past six years as a largely intellectual journey for me, it has more importantly been a deeply personal spiritual journey. I remember praying earnestly at the outset that God would lead me and show me His Truth, bringing me closer to Him and glorifying Him in the process. I’ll admit, I didn’t know at first where my questioning and exploration would lead me over the next few years. Like any difficult journey, it’s a bit of a leap of faith – but as long as that faith is in God, there’s no place for worry. The path still stretches out ahead of me, but God has increasingly clearly shown me the way forward and proven Himself faithful. I can’t know for sure exactly where I’ll be working when I graduate next spring, but wherever God leads me, I’ll use whatever skills and opportunities He blesses me with to glorify Him through working to further integrate science and faith.

I have shared this story for two reasons. First, I hope it can be an encouragement to others who are beginning to question the understanding of creation they’ve grown up with. It’s a challenging journey at times, but sometimes God brings us through challenges to lead us to deeper faith in him. God’s grace is enough to cover any missteps we make along the way. Let’s trust God, learn all we can, share our thoughts among ourselves, and listen for God’s voice in the pages of the Bible and even in the rocks under our feet – and let’s see where our God leads us. Integrating modern science with our faith may be a challenge for us, but God isn’t shaken. God has shown me His faithfulness, and He will remain faithful to us all.

And that’s actually my second reason for sharing this story: for in the grand scheme of things, this isn’t really my story after all – it’s God’s story. It’s a story of His faithfulness in my life, guiding His lowly creature slowly toward a fuller understanding of His work as Creator. As such, it’s not my story to keep to myself, and I hope that by sharing what God has taught me I can bring more glory to our Savior’s name. Soli Deo Gloria!




Buller, David. "Following God’s Path: My Story " N.p., 7 Mar. 2012. Web. 21 November 2017.


Buller, D. (2012, March 7). Following God’s Path: My Story
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About the Author

David Buller
David Buller is Program Manager at BioLogos, where he currently manages the BioLogos Voices speakers bureau and oversees planning for BioLogos national conferences. Prior to coming to BioLogos, David was a Program Associate in the Dialogue on Science, Ethics, and Religion program at the American Association for the Advancement of Science (AAAS) in Washington, DC. At AAAS, he helped lead and plan projects working with scientists and seminary leaders on science engagement in theological training, as well as an additional project working with evangelical pastors and organizations. He is a producer on "Science: The Wide Angle," a AAAS science video series tailored for use in religious education.
After completing his BS in Biochemistry and Molecular Biology at Bob Jones University, David earned an MA in Theological Studies, Religion and Science Emphasis, from the Lutheran School of Theology at Chicago. While in Chicago, David worked as a student coordinator on various events and symposia at the Zygon Center for Religion and Science. His academic efforts explored models of the God-world relationship, as well as using film as a dialogue partner in developing a Christian theology of nature. He has additionally served as Student and Early Career Representative to the American Scientific Affiliation Executive Council. Weekends find him and his wife enjoying books, arts, nature, and Anglican worship.

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